Please Dont Let Me Stop You
Baby, Leave If You Want to Leave.
Just dont pretend you're into me.
Dont let me stop you!

i chance upon a coin with no either sides.

a faceless coin, i have learnt not to trust.

PHMF! WOW MAN WOW!
went to eat with shuting today at hougang mall!
WOW! we saw this table, THIS PERSON!
Chop the table with all her PLASTIC BAGS!
FOR LIKE MORE THAN AN HOUR!
ISIT PRO OR ISIT PRO?! Unblievable.
no one can be more KAI SU THAN THIS PERSON!
make all the people stand there wait..
all wondering.,
I WROTE A LETTER TO THIS PERSON!
hahahah! damn fuckup letter!
all the bad chim chim english words come out.
HOPE THE PERSON READ IT!

update more later on!
off to play Pool with my family (:

The Dimension of Time..

i love this hell of a SEXY Monster :D

the skepctical truth of hope.
i hope it gets better,
but it will take me a rather long time.
as things falls in to their rightful place.
i will always be here.

Malaysia!

went to malaysia today! (:

bought some DVDs. went home and i watched 1 show! guess what?! the pirated disc has a legal advertisment telling me to watch orginal disc instead of watching pirated!

GREAT! THE PIRATED DISC TELLING ME TO BUY ORIGINAL DICS! HOW IRONIC!

oh! i bought THE UNBORN! BERNICE LETS WATCH TOGETHER SOMETIME!

there was a physics test today! im bound to fail... bcos i did all these yesterday!

i like the one i took with bernice!! though i kinda look like that fucktardD:

Interrupted Sex Tape - watch more funny videos

Zac Efron's Pool Party from Zac Efron

went out today. studied. and talked.

i played the anzotomic reaction on xinyi today!

the best of both worlds. no one could have it unless its hanna montanna.HA! cant believe it i stil can joke. not alot of people can have the best of both worlds. but im hoping and giving you it..
i hope you had enjoyed your day with him around.i knew you did.its clearly stated in your eyes and smile. its what i wished for.. dont be guilty or sorry for i hadnt regret my decision for his appearence, i know this is prolly what you would want, for him to come. so dont be guilty or sorry for i am not. dont try too hard either, its not making things any better..i appreciate the efforts. i would just be contented as long as you're happy, then i am too. the best of both worlds..

i was alone on the bus.i was alone while walking towards my destination.i was alone while walking back.i played alone with my superboard!.i was alone and i enjoyed it. the silence that compliments the voidness in me. i greatly enjoyed my walk back home.
and then i found out that
EVEN THOUGH I PLUG MY EARPIECE IN! THE SOUND STIL CAME OUT FROM MY PHONE AND THE EARPIECE! ZOMG! wth?! and then i stonned there.

Confessions of a Bimboholic.
Main Lead Role : Bernice
Clothes in the movie: Brown/Black/Beige Clothes.Hat.Shorts.Skirts.Jeans.Bra.Panty.Hoodie!
Name in show: Bernice
Story line: the confessions of a bimbo. as she tries hard not to. but in the end, she tried to hard and still end up as a bimbo.

i fought back tears on the bus 43.
and they still parachute down.
i had decieved myself for the tears that fell,
wishing that those tears fell for no apparent reason.
dont be guilty or sorry or hurt.
its hurting me, alot.

for yet, it still hurt like crazy to see it in your
eyes,smile,actions,body language, laughter.
hurt like crazy.

Sorry to you.Sorry to her.Sorry to the world for all the mistakes i've done.it was all but a mistake of mine to have caused all the miseries.i the one to be blame for all the pain felt.
my stupid foolish actions have caused much hurt. for that i am sorry for. and from now, im going to be the best everybody wants me to be. when im with you, i be the perfect person you want me to be. when im with her i will be the perfect person she wants me to be. when im with anyone,i'll be the perfect person they want me to be. the perfect charmeleon that will change anytime,anywhere.a charmeleon that has that perfect smile. that perfect charcter. that perfect person every individual wants me to be.thats what i am going to do. a changed person.

the quantum of distance.
when i am here thinking..
you are there thinking, whats the difference of our thoughts? ironical isnt it?i thought about us for the past month, while you were there thinking bout that idiot whom which may hurt you,that i fear of.when i found out, how sad you were. i was hurting for you, that i am remorseful.and then i think back..was just wondering, does he mean more or me?
HAHAHAH!

Remorse.

Remorse..

what do i do now.i shouldnt have.i shouldnt do it.i shouldnt..
it was I guess...a mistake of mine from Remorse...the start. for now i am hurting.i believe you are too?..i would like to actually believe that i hurt you, so it shows to me that i actually mean of something to you.Ha..
if i were to keep my stupid emotions shut.if i did not So?..voice myself. if i were to bottle myself up.
and to try to not let my Crap!thoughts get over me. i think too much. i think alot.. damn my brain.
i am a super fuckup person.the most stupid in the world. easily jeaolous. paranoid with thoughts.super insecure. a fool set in my world of emotions.so i am a fuckup person.
no one person,Now what? would be to retarded to hurt another like that and end up,the world comes crashing down.so for i am a fool.a idiot for being like that.no Fuckup i am.words could describe what i am feeling now. i myself are not sure of what am i thinking and feelikng right now either.
i feel empty.like my internal parts are all dig out of my body. like a skeleton.this burning bitter sensation in my throat.Dumbshit.i feel the bitterness in me.Lost..i hope i am able to loose all my emotions.
a skeleton with no emotions.tears falling for no apparent logical reasons i can think of.
i feel like an idiot for my actions.its all my god damn What now?fault.Damn!a fault of mine. i am a sinner.
i like that the small fonts of these passage.
i am sorry..

OMG I LOVE THIS! ENRIQUE ENRIQUE ENRIQUE!!
let it apply.

My Wish lyrics

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

THIS STUPID BLOGGER DONT LET ME PUT @ENTERS@ in my post!

WHAT THE BUCK?!

i am hearing my life would suck w/o you by Kelly Clarkson.

love the lyrics. what ironical and contradictive truth.

AUGUST

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

December

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

kind of true in a way.

i wonder where in the world had things gone wrong.

confused.fuckup.

i am fucked up! UP UP UP and away!

i am a fuck up person.

i hate myself. hate it. total hate me.

i shouldnt have.

i shouldnt do it.

i shouldnt thought of it.

SERANGOON OUIII! SERANGOON AHYEEE!

make my day.

Songs, in my head. you know it! when a good songs is good! as it speaks about your life.