Remorse..

what do i do now.i shouldnt have.i shouldnt do it.i shouldnt..
it was I guess...a mistake of mine from Remorse...the start. for now i am hurting.i believe you are too?..i would like to actually believe that i hurt you, so it shows to me that i actually mean of something to you.Ha..
if i were to keep my stupid emotions shut.if i did not So?..voice myself. if i were to bottle myself up.
and to try to not let my Crap!thoughts get over me. i think too much. i think alot.. damn my brain.
i am a super fuckup person.the most stupid in the world. easily jeaolous. paranoid with thoughts.super insecure. a fool set in my world of emotions.so i am a fuckup person.
no one person,Now what? would be to retarded to hurt another like that and end up,the world comes crashing down.so for i am a fool.a idiot for being like that.no Fuckup i am.words could describe what i am feeling now. i myself are not sure of what am i thinking and feelikng right now either.
i feel empty.like my internal parts are all dig out of my body. like a skeleton.this burning bitter sensation in my throat.Dumbshit.i feel the bitterness in me.Lost..i hope i am able to loose all my emotions.
a skeleton with no emotions.tears falling for no apparent logical reasons i can think of.
i feel like an idiot for my actions.its all my god damn What now?fault.Damn!a fault of mine. i am a sinner.
i like that the small fonts of these passage.
i am sorry..